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It's been a little while since my last journal update, and I wanted to let everyone know why things have been a little quieter than usual.


Last week was the Fourth of July, and we had family staying with us for a few days. It was wonderful spending time together, but our holiday weekend took a pretty unexpected turn.


Around 2:00 p.m. on the Fourth of July, the storms showed up like an uninvited guest, ate our holiday weekend for lunch, knocked out the power, and left without even saying goodbye.


We lost power that afternoon, and because we're on a well, we also lost water. To make things even more interesting, a large tree came down just inches from the bedroom where we were sheltering. It was a sobering reminder of just how quickly things can change.


With temperatures in the upper 80s, we spent the next 48 hours without electricity or running water. We packed up the dogs and headed to our church each day so they could stay cool while we charged our phones and a few battery-powered lights. I was incredibly grateful to have somewhere we could go while we waited for the power to come back on.


As if the weekend hadn't already checked enough boxes, I managed to fall down our stairs on Sunday and jam my middle finger. Then, on Monday, after finally getting the power back around 2:30 in the afternoon, I headed out to replace everything we'd lost in the refrigerator, only to discover my car had decided it wanted a vacation too. It looks like a fuel injector is failing, so we're down to one vehicle until the shop can get it in later this week.


None of these things are life-altering, and I know there are people dealing with far greater challenges every day. Even so, it was one of those weekends where every time you thought things couldn't get any crazier, life said, "Hold my coffee."


The good news is we're all safe, the dogs are happy to be back home, the lights are back on, and life is finally starting to settle down.


One thing this weekend reminded me of is how easy it is to take the little things for granted. A cool house. Running water. A hot meal. Sitting down at my computer at the end of the day and disappearing into the world of Capheleon for a few hours. Sometimes it takes losing those ordinary comforts to realize just how much they mean.


Most importantly, I'm back to writing.


I'm currently working on Chapter 45 of Capheleon Nights, and the world continues to grow with every chapter. It's exciting to watch pieces that have lived in my imagination for years finally come together on the page, and I can't wait to share this story with all of you.


Thank you to everyone who continues to follow along, whether you're reading these journal entries, exploring the website, or simply cheering me on from afar. Your encouragement means more than you know.


Until the next adventure,

Janell

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The world of Capheleon is finally starting to open up.


Places I've only hinted at are becoming real. Questions that have been lingering since the beginning are slowly finding answers. Characters are beginning to understand things they never knew about themselves.


It's one of my favorite parts of writing because I get to discover this world right alongside my characters.


This story has been living in my head for years. Seeing it finally come to life on the page has been an incredible journey.


Thank you to everyone who has been following along, reading my journal updates, and encouraging me as I write. Your support means more than you know.

Now it's time to see where Chapter 41 takes me.

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I’ve always loved stories, especially fantasy. Some of my favorite memories growing up involve getting completely lost in books and imaginary worlds, and somewhere along the way this story started building itself in my head too.


Capheleon Night actually began years ago. I had characters, pieces of scenes, and ideas about another world existing alongside our own, but life got chaotic and eventually the story got buried beneath everything else. Work, stress, everyday life. I stopped writing for a long time and honestly thought maybe it would stay that way.


Recently I noticed my old Facebook page for the story was suddenly getting views again, and for some reason that made me open everything back up and start looking through it. Once I did, it all came rushing back surprisingly fast. The world felt different than it used to, more grounded and emotional than the version I originally imagined, but it still felt familiar.


One of the biggest reasons this story matters so much to me is Magnus.


Magnus was my dog when I first started building this world years ago. He was one of the best dogs I’ve ever known, unbelievably loyal, protective, stubborn, gentle, and somehow always aware of what people were feeling before they said a word. Losing him was incredibly hard, and I think part of why I came back to this story now is because writing Magnus into these pages feels like getting to keep a part of him with me.


So while Capheleon Night is absolutely a fantasy story with storms, hidden worlds, strange memories, and all the things I’ve always loved reading, it’s also personal in a way I didn’t fully expect when I started writing again.


I still have a long way to go, but for the first time in years I’m genuinely excited about this world again.

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I’ve spent the last few weeks deep in the middle of rewriting and expanding Capheleon Night, and for the first time in a long time, the story finally feels like it’s becoming what I always imagined it could be.


A lot of the atmosphere in this series comes from real places around the Ozarks and the lake, especially during storm season. Some scenes have existed in fragments in my head for years, but seeing the characters and the mystery finally start connecting together on the page has been one of the most rewarding parts of returning to this project.


I’m currently working through Chapter 15, and the deeper I get into the story, the more I realize how much this world has been shaped by memory, grief, hidden places, and the feeling that something has always existed just beneath the surface.

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One of the most surprising parts of writing Capheleon Nights has been watching the story evolve into something far different than what I originally imagined.


When I first started writing, I had a general idea of where the story would go. I knew some of the major characters, a few important events, and the type of fantasy world I wanted to create. What I didn't realize was how much those ideas would change as I continued writing.


Now, more than twenty chapters into the manuscript, I find myself looking back at some of the earliest chapters and seeing how much both the story and I have grown. Characters who were meant to play minor roles have become far more important. Relationships have developed in unexpected ways. Mysteries I never intended to explore have become central to the plot.


Perhaps the biggest change has been the tone of the story itself.


Like many fantasy readers, I grew up loving epic adventures, ancient mysteries, and magical worlds. But as I've continued writing, I've found myself becoming more interested in the people living within that world. Their fears, motivations, mistakes, and choices have become far more important than any magical system or fantasy trope.


I've learned that just because a story takes place in a fantasy world doesn't mean it has to feel unrealistic. The most compelling stories are often the ones grounded in recognizable human experiences. People still struggle with trust, loyalty, grief, hope, and ambition, whether they live in a modern city or a kingdom that exists only in imagination.


Writing Capheleon Nights has become a process of discovery. Sometimes I sit down knowing exactly what will happen next. Other times the characters seem to have plans of their own and lead me somewhere entirely unexpected.


While there is still a long road ahead before the manuscript is complete, I am grateful for every surprise, every challenge, and every lesson along the way. The story that exists today is stronger than the one I started with, and I am excited to see where it leads next.


Thank you to everyone who has followed this journey so far. Your encouragement means more than you know.

— Janell Droze

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Janell L. Droze has loved fantasy stories for as long as she can remember, especially the kinds of stories that blur the line between the ordinary world and something stranger hidden just beneath the surface.


Living in the Missouri Ozarks, many of the settings and atmosphere in Capheleon Night are inspired by storm-heavy skies, winding lake roads, dense forests, and the uneasy beauty of small towns after dark.


Capheleon Night began years ago as scattered ideas, unfinished scenes, and characters that refused to completely leave her alone. After stepping away from writing for a long time, she eventually returned to the story and discovered it had grown into something far more personal than she originally expected.


When she is not writing, she spends her time reading, working, and spoiling her dogs far more than she probably should.